I Should Be Dead

In his deeply moving memoir, Bob Beckel, co-host of "The Five" on Fox News Channel, candidly recounts his tumultuous journey as a political operative and diplomat, grappling with addiction and personal demons. From his challenging upbringing to becoming the youngest Deputy Assistant Secretary of State, Beckel reveals the struggles he faced in Washington, including a profound battle with alcohol and drugs, culminating in a life-altering moment on Inauguration Day 2001. Through the unexpected support of conservative Cal Thomas, Beckel shares his path to recovery and rediscovery of faith, offering a story of resilience and redemption.